Here I am at almost 10pm. Another night I promised myself I'd go to bed right after I put the girls to sleep and instead I'm doing other things. They've been in bed since 7:30 but I've always got something to accomplish before I can go to bed. Oh well. Today was exhausting, other days are too but today I was just so tired. I love being at home with my babies no doubt, but it can be hard. There are times I feel like my mind is vanishing and my nerves get so worked up that I confuse my kids and all I want to do is take just an hour nap. Today was a day like that.
I was getting the girls ready to leave the house and anytime I'm doing that I have to be prepared not to leave the house till an hour and a half later! So I was dressing Sophia and I stood her up to put her pants on and her legs just flopped back down. I stood her up again and she flopped down again. I stood her up and looked in her face and said "Sophia, stand up to put your pants on." Then I realized in that moment that duh...this is not Jedidiah, Sophia can't stand up yet. Oh my gosh!!! See this is what I'm talking about. It was only 10:30am and already my mind was twisted up! Then while we're out Jedidiah is misbehaving throwing fits and crying. I was going to take her to the park after my errands but decided to just go back home.
Things always seem better after nap time though. It's like everyone gets a clean slate and we start all over again. We went for a walk and Jedidiah walked Conan...or he walked her.
Here are some pictures from our day today...now I'm off to bed...unless I get side tracked by something else.
On our walk today Sophia decided to get real comfortable. She just wanted to "hang out"
I was getting the girls ready to leave the house and anytime I'm doing that I have to be prepared not to leave the house till an hour and a half later! So I was dressing Sophia and I stood her up to put her pants on and her legs just flopped back down. I stood her up again and she flopped down again. I stood her up and looked in her face and said "Sophia, stand up to put your pants on." Then I realized in that moment that duh...this is not Jedidiah, Sophia can't stand up yet. Oh my gosh!!! See this is what I'm talking about. It was only 10:30am and already my mind was twisted up! Then while we're out Jedidiah is misbehaving throwing fits and crying. I was going to take her to the park after my errands but decided to just go back home.
Things always seem better after nap time though. It's like everyone gets a clean slate and we start all over again. We went for a walk and Jedidiah walked Conan...or he walked her.
Here are some pictures from our day today...now I'm off to bed...unless I get side tracked by something else.




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